I RULE

LOL

2004-02-25T21:00:42Z

TO DAMN BAD BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY AS HELL

2004-02-25T20:17:34Z

so last night was so fun. i went on a date....how funny is that. saw big fish....GREAT MOVIE. dan is great....LOL.....i am all giddy. we had fun. i dunno what else to say. we kissed goodnight....not like KISSED....but kissed. it wasa great night. and when i got back i ran told danielle all about it. I HEART HER SO MUCH. well that's all....thanks for a fun night dan

SO.........

2004-02-24T15:01:23Z

so i have a lot fo shit to write about.

this weekend fucking rocked. Mike Amador was here this weekend and kicked or ass because we can't dance. then we had a short day on saturday. only 9-3 with an hour in between so we could change locations. I BOUGHT A DANCE BELT....THANK GOD. now my balls don't sag and show through my uniform. and it was only 6 bucks. so exciting. anyway. then i went to see my girls shwo and they were so good. i was so proud. then we went to the alter ego show. there were some good colorguards there. west orange was wicked good adn so was matawan. SPF did ok. they had a bad show. emanon was good and so was complexity. south brunsiwick did well also. i heard they were really bad btu they weren't as bad as i had heard. alter ego was good. they just need to be in A class. they are a great colorguard. but they do not belong in OPEN this year. then it was off to wagner college!!!!!!

so then brain, amy, erica, christine, mary and myself headed offt owagner college. brian's roommate si so cool. then we ordered pizza and got drunk. brian's friends jay and phil come over. then jay's bf and then jay's bf invitied someone and then all these faggots kept popping in and out. HAHA....no pun intended there. we played KINGS....a drinking card game....and erica made a rule that i had to make out with phil every minute until the game ended. let me tell you, it was a long game adn the minutes were so fast. he was a good kisser though. then erica got a shower and was showing us her cooch and it was so gross. I LOVE THAT DYKE. then i think i was getting real sick and i stopped drinking and i went to bed. i would like to think brian and jay for your insightful information. and then we had to get up for rehearsal on sunday.

so we had rehearsal on sunday at 9. we rehearsed till like 1230 and then went to a show in roselle park. we did so bad adn that is all i haev to say about that.

when i got back to school i received so very vulgar and sickening news that i wll not share because it will make me throw up. i just wish shit like that wouldn't happen. i love my friends adn they do dumb shit. but anyway. life is good again excpet when i think about stuff. so i ususally just don't think.

i would like to give dan a shout out....why i don't know, just for fun....i am an OLD MAN....an OLD OLD MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so gross.

i was with the koontas again last night. and christine and i changed the whole end of the show. now it is good. so we will see. and they are getting so much better. i love them this year. adn my sis got her licnese yesterday i am so happy for her. the big 1-7 for her. that's all i guess. i gotta run and shower before class. SEE YA

UMMM YEA

2004-02-20T13:56:46Z

so it has been a really long time since i wrote in here....like 9 days or something. that's fine though. i don't have much to say. just trying to fill up som space. i am sure i will have exciting storied from the weekend on monday so stay tuned....same bat-time, same bat-channel....loved that show....robin was hot

HELL YEA

2004-02-11T15:53:09Z

Aleatory15: fiiiiine is for The Study boys

HELL YEA SLIZ....DAMN STRAIGHT. too bad the one i want is gone. anywho

it's been a boring unproductive weej. i will write later

I DON'T WANNA BE....

2004-02-08T23:27:53Z

i don't wanna be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately....yea gavin degraw. he rules.

well that basically sums up how i feel right now. i had a good weekend until this morning....no offense to you christian because it is not about you:)....and when i got off the bus. bi-polar people just IRK me and i can't deal with it. but anyway.

we did ok this weekend. we came in second. APEX 6 pointed us. such a joke. anywho. i wish i felt better. i did get to see jim and hieu this weekend that was godo shit. and some cute boys....HELL YEA. (with lisp) the study ruled. they have a great show and KAREN PRINCE IS MARCHING. that was exciting too. well i am a drag right now. wish i was cheerign up but i am not.

A MESS

2004-02-05T16:59:21Z

so dawson's creek today was the final episode. i am a mess right now. i have seen it 5 times and cried everytime. i am such a loser. i am gettign it from a friend so we can watch it on the bus....YAY!!!!!!!!!! i am getting drunk tonight....so good. buh bye

RIGHT

2004-02-03T14:46:53Z

so i just took brian's color test....what a joke....thsi is so not me....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Green

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

POOPY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-02-03T14:32:29Z

create your own visited states map
or check out these Google Hacks.

so yea i did the state thing too. anyway. christine is here and still asleep. i am very bytta. i have been to my 8 already. my roommate left us alone last night for some strange reason. i guess he thought i was trying to get some....BUT NO I WASN'T. anyway....that's all. bye

GO BOSTON

2004-02-02T04:21:32Z

so this weekend rocked. i love colorgaurd. right now i am bored as fuck. the super bowl was fun. hlaftime rocked. janet is the coolest. but back to the weekend.

raquelita is the stragest girl ever. no if ands or buts about it. she is just flat out strange. well i am also strange. i had amanda LARGE BREASTED bra on and i stuffed it with my underwear. this was at like 3 in the morning on saturnight/sundaymorning. i also had her thong on and stuffed that too. i was goign to sleep liek that btu i woke up in the middle of the night and was so uncomfortable. so i took them off. i put them on the next mornign though. margie took pics so i will make sure i post them here. HEHE....LOL. so that was that. on the ride home amanda flashed the other van. it was great. WE ARE ALL GETTIGN DRUNK AT RSC THURSDAY.....SO EXCITING.

OMG, i saw erica j, philip, ari, abbey, ellen, and lisa this weekeknd. i miss them so much. YEA CADEST. it was good to perform for some of them. philip was so good in his leather top....GROSS....JK you know i love ya. ari and ellen were hot. it was great. and ML fell into the props and knocked them over. hopefully it was at the end of the show.

AND EVERYOEN GOT ALONG....YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!....anyway. life is all grand :)

LOVE SEQUOIA

2004-01-30T00:50:20Z

diositabonita: eric is a redhead hottie
diositabonita: looks so fly with the guardie body
diositabonita: ashley is his gilfriend, woo woo woo
diositabonita: she is one great hottie too!

yea i know i just wrote in here get over it

GOOD DAYS

2004-01-30T00:47:49Z

so the last 2 days have been great. on my way home to teach last night i got a phone clal and it was a random number so i answered and it was SEQUOIA!!!!!!!! so exciting. she is great. then i went home and of course the night i am home my mom doesn't cook....THANKS MOM.

well i left for rehearsal and it was good times in the car with my sister. we were jammimg out to OOM-BOP. good times. and then my girls were good last night. they didn't piss me off. i love when that happens.

and then i had class this morning whcih was fun because i love this comp class. then i found sabres for sale for only 85 dollars and that mad me happy. they are form PRIDE so i figure they are in good shape. so that's that.

then i hung out with the mimosa crew today because i haven't in a while. it's too cold to walk over there. i love you guys anyway.

and now i am just sitting here doing nothing:) so that's all.

FEELING BETTER

2004-01-26T21:18:23Z

so i just sent out an email and now i feel better. i really do love you guys:)

UMMMMM

2004-01-26T02:57:49Z

ok so i really didn't have a great weekend. i think many of us finally realized that bitchy is not always the best way to solve problems. although it used to be. yay for fun games night. sliz and her dumb answer and christine with hers....what losers.

so get this this....i think it is kind of ironic....i just opened my fortune cookie i got with my chinese that was oh so good. and this was my fortune.

speak only well of people and you need never whisper....and one of my lucky numbers was 23.

the fortune is trying to tell us something guys. LOL!!!!!!!!!

so yea the weekend could have been better. i hurt so feelings and i apologize. i broke myslef doing something but i know my wrist hurts wicked bad. i think this weekend needed to happen though. as a colorguard we needed it to happen this early in the season because we are so good. if it was the end of the season then that would hsuck real bad.

thank you to all the people who have helped with my sanity so far. christian....if i didn't have some to call me a whore some times i dunno what i'd do. jro for caring for my wrist and trying to make me better faster. amanda for playing nice this weekend....i think it helped. and many others. truthfully i love all of you monkeys and i need you all right now in my life. thanks a bunch and i promise....WE HIT ROCK BOTTOM THIS WEEKEND AND WE CAN ONLY GO UP FROM THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUCH LOVE

I AM HAPPY

2004-01-23T14:39:15Z

so i had a great time last night in the nuthouse that just made my life os much brighter. i have been so depressed lately and i don't know why but now i am ok. so yea. thanks to the girls....billy included....for a great night you guys rock.

next order of business. WHY AM I NOT ASLEEP AGAIN. i am so tired btu i just can't sleep. yay for 8 o'clock's on friday morning. but who cares anymore it's an INNUENDO DAY. and no show this weekend....that sucks. but who cares because we are going to get good so when we go to boston we don't suck. it's going ot be a looooooooooooooooong weekend. and a poor one at that.

i have no money. literally no money. and i wish i could get some soon but i doubt it. that is they only sad thing in my life right now....being poor. i am going ot look for a job soon though....YAY. ok well i am done. i will be back on sunday night with some great weekend stories.

YAY THIRD ENTRY OF THE DAY

2004-01-22T23:35:57Z

so i just decided to let everyone know that i am having a better day. my night is going great. dinner with billy lauren adn melissa was great good times. so don't worry guys i am ok:):)

BORED AS FUCK

2004-01-22T19:54:00Z

so i am bored as fuck on this lovely afternoon. i should be doing my calc but i wanted to talk to everyone instead.

so i fin dit amusing that i have been here for almost 5 days and i stil haven't unpacked:) i am so lazy. anyway i just wanted to say hi and procrastinate. billy is going to give me a massage in a little while i think. that will make me feel better. MY LIFE SUCKS. i am alwasy miserable and bored. someone trade lives with me. yay innuendo soon. i miss you guys. MWAH. buh bye

ODE TO BRIAN

2004-01-22T14:40:14Z

so what would i do without brain. i think i would go absolutely crazy. so i had a horrible night....well not completely horrible but horrible enough....teaching the koontas. frist of the basketball team was in the gym and decided at 630 they were going to scrimage....WHAT THE FUCK....i am supposed to have the gym form 630 to 9 i was over it. so the whole guard and anette sat down in the hall and stretched and decided to tlak about the upcoming season. this is my favorite part.

so they all decdided that they were going to rehearse better, try harder, not talk during rehearsal, and cut the drama. so guess what happens when we get into the gym at 715....mind you i was pissed by then because of the basketball team....they all decided to talk argue the flags decided they weren't going to spin EVER. the sabres get some credit because they attepted and it looked decent. GO SABRES!!!!

and then you h ave to work with other people who really don't knwo what you want the show to look like so they just make up drill on the spot. GRRRRRR!!!! at least have ideas in your head before you show up. so they show isn't want i had planned on it being btu i am trying to fight for it. GIRLS YOU WON'T SUCK I PROMISE.

so now on to why this entry is entitled ODE TO BRIAN. i get home and get online and i always bitch to brian about everything. but he wasn't online. so i typed something to him to the effect of "where are you i am sad:(" when he sees it he gets all upset and calls me right away. but thank god for brian being a great friend. we bitched for an hour and 48 minutes exactly last. it was good times. i needed to relieve some stress and so did he and it was good that we can turn to each other for that. and then we had some laughs and that was the end. what a night it was. well i am done ranting for now. i know you all love when i rant but after last night's phone convo with brian i fell much better so i have nothing mroe to complain about....and this day si great so far....my CC2 prof lookes like ellen degeneres:):):) good bye

YAY FIRST ENTRY

2004-01-21T00:24:14Z

so i go tback to school yesterday and was bored....nothing new. i read brian's LJ and decided i want my own.

this weekend ruled. YAY INNUENDO. we did so good. everyone was so shocked at how talented we are. the guard has taken a large step. it was good times. raquelita is a strange girl....when i can't sleep i go like this ....gotta love late nights at brian's house. love her though.

school sucked today. i slept through my first class of the semester. what a loser i am. then was dragged to savitz because billy is a loser and can't do anything alone. it was good times. then i had programming and it was boring. but anyway. that's about it for now. oh and i hate christian because he warned me all day. but anyway. buh bye